The Life of Liz.

Entries from September 2008

Lazy and Listening.

September 17, 2008 · 11 Comments

Do you Skype? It’s amazing. It’s also super cheap to call the US from Nepal on Skype. As soon as I discovered that an hour long conversation cost me less than $1.00 I was so happy, I called all the phone numbers I could remember. Since that was my parents’ house and my brother’s cell phone not too many phone calls were made. Still though, pretty sweet.

Today my cell phone in Nepal was dead and I was feeling too lazy to walk less than a quarter mile to get my charger. So I decided to skype Kara, Brook, and Jesse’s cell phones to find out who was going out to lunch and where. Well, I found out that skyping Nepal from Nepal is NOT as cheap as skyping the US from Nepal. Those calls (total time: less than five minutes) cost me three times an hour long conversation to the US. Oh Lord, why did you make me so lazy? And when did being lazy become so expensive?

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Right now I’m obsessed with “Daffodil Lament” by the Cranberries. Please reply with your current favorite song, I could use some new ideas.

Categories: Fleshie Tales.

Hippie God.

September 11, 2008 · 2 Comments

I wrote this blog post/possible prayer letter in May before I left for Uganda and just found it again. It reminded me of why I’m in WMF, why I’m doing this life, on a day when I’m feeling kind of tired and a bit discouraged. This verse never ceases to amaze me. 

Attention all! See the marvels of God! He plants flowers and trees all over the earth, he bans war from pole to pole, he breaks all weapons across his knee. Step out of the traffic! Take a long, loving look at me, your High God, above politics, above everything… the end of Psalm 46 (The Message)

A couple days ago I opened up my Bible accidentally to Psalm 46, it was so great! Yesterday I reflected a bit on what I learned as I shared what we do in WMF for my beloved church that I grew up in. 

When we see spiritual and physical poverty in the world, we ask “Where is God?” He’s planting flowers and trees! He’s bringing His kingdom like a true hippie, one perennial at a time. And I want to be part of that; I want to be a hippie with God- planting flowers and trees. I want to be banning war from pole to pole, bringing peace everywhere I go.

My home church (Bennett Community Church) planted a lot of trees in my heart; love of God, love of Scripture, a love of simplicity and hospitality. “Community is our middle name.” we said. We never wrote deep theological treatises on what intentional community meant; I don’t think we ever even used that term. We just did it. We just hung out and swam in friends’ pools, sang millions of choruses of ‘Jehovah Jireh’ and drank a lot of Faygo Cream Soda.

Now I’m part of Word Made Flesh, and we also plant trees and flowers- through relationships. I want to plant lots of trees and flowers, wherever I am, whether it’s visiting my people in Nepal or hanging out with Marcia and Brittany in Omaha. We might have a house with a yard, and if we do, we’ll have a garden… there are lots of flowers and trees to plant in the neighborhood we’re thinking about living in.

There is this action part of me that says “flowers and trees aren’t enough!” I feel like we need to do more! We need to be more pro-active, we need to be protesting and writing letters and making people stop hurting each other! We need to be doing, doing, doing… but that’s not what God says; “Step out of the traffic… take a long, loving look at Me…” In other words, as a friend told me recently “Cease striving and know that I am God.” Just stop doing. Start planting…

Categories: Existential Musing.

Hilarious.

September 6, 2008 · 3 Comments

Categories: Belly Laughs (or Chuckles).

Is Efficiency a Dirty Word?

September 1, 2008 · 9 Comments

Efficiency is not a value in and of itself. 

That was one of the major lessons of my undergraduate major- Sustainable Business. In terms of ‘green’ and environmental issues, why do we seek efficiency? We always talk about reduce, recycle, conserve, but we never talk about redesign. Really, you know you can reduce all you want- you can ride your bike, or drive less, or eat organic tomatoes, and those things are less bad and help the environment, but at the end of the day you still end up contributing to a carbon based economy. All those things could be considered less bad. We were told… “Less bad is not good.” Even recycling has negative effects on the environment, and really negative effects on the low-income neighborhoods where recycling facilities are located, not to mention the minimum wage employees that work there.

So… Effectiveness! We were taught to think about environmental issues in terms of effectiveness, and to evaluate ‘greenwashing’ and ‘green solutions’ with a critical eye for redesign.

It’s awesome. It’s totally theoretical. It’s frustrating and difficult.

When it comes to serving among the poor, especially with administration, I have to keep reminding myself that efficiency is not a value in and of itself. If we can do it more efficiently does that always mean we will be better stewards of our resources for our friends who are poor? For example, if a North American in Nepal can do the field administration quickly and easily with an expensive computer does that mean Word Made Flesh is actually serving the poor with more excellence? Bonk talks about this in Missions and Money- that it’s super easy to buy into ideas like “we’ll be able to do this so much better if we just buy this and that piece of technology.” 

I think there is a way to reclaim excellence in ministry without placing efficiency as the highest value. Excellence is not the same thing as efficiency. I can, in an excellent way, facilitate people in Nepal learning skills to do administration that aren’t as efficient as a North American staff member may be. But this Nepali staff member is going to stay longer, have more buy-in to our community, and learn technology and skills that they would not otherwise have. I feel like I want to keep looking for inefficient systems, but before eliminating them or making them ‘more efficient’ ask myself if this is wheat on the field. I think we should look at service among the poor, especially service through administration, like the Israelites worked the fields… without picking up the dropped wheat. (I think Bonk talked about this as well in Missions and Money.) We should be inefficient in the service of our friends who are poor, willing to be inconvenienced, willing to take extra time, willing to use even something like accounting to empower and serve them.

Meeting with a friend who runs another NGO he made the comment that Word Made Flesh families/homes are very inefficient. He said “It takes a lot of money and time to care for the Ammas [at Prem Ghar] the way that you do.” Yeah, it’s inefficient. It’s hard, honestly, it’s really hard to be inefficient. But I think that sometimes efficiency IS a dirty word. It’s a word that can easily replace other words like simplicity, love, and relationship. As we grow and mature, I would hate to see us lose our inefficiency, that commitment to relationships that has defined us as a community.

Categories: Existential Musing. · Fleshie Tales.